... nw i realy duno how i feel... i feel wan to cry... i realy duno wheather wat i do is correct or wrong i realy duno... nw i realy understand how does it feel when ur love 1 treat u like shit no matter wat u do is wrong no matter wat u say is wrong... i realy feel wan 2 die but tink another way around i am damb stupid if i just die... i realy hope she can treat me more better although i knw that i nt deserved it... tis is the first time that my heart feel like gving ppl stab.... i realy duno wheather i can keep the promise that i make bcoz nw it realy very hurts....